2nd month
after two weeks, i’m back “home”, or back to what was home once. i feel kind of homeless again, what doesn’t mean i feel bad. the oposite is the thrue: i feel quite good.
things that could make my way away harder seem to leave me alone. it’s geting easyer each time to face the change. in one way, i still have the place where i have my stuff, that i don’t really need every day. otherways i get free von people that belonged to my life without a important reason.
i went today again to the place where i once looked for freedom. i found it there quite often. the place where i used to sit an draw, the quiet island in the middle of me.
it was nice to go there again, now that i get the distance to it, to this, to all the old and knowing. i saw this green piece of green with happy eyes and thanking heart. for the first time since many years, i went there only to walk around, and not because i needed to take something home from the trip. it was nice, it was easy, made me happy.
i was lucky to have a lovely friend with me, that i could tell about the places i drawed so many times, about the stones i used to sit, the good moments i had thare with so many friends all this years long. there are many more that i didn’nt talk about because they are long ago, but also memorable enough to tell. maybe some day i try to get them all together and write them down. me and the park.
the river is fuller than usual. the waterfall is full and sings loud when you stay on the brige to look at it. also the southly corner of the island is under water. for six months we played boule where today the water is.
it was a nice trip, a visit like it always should be: i just wanted to see you and say hallo, my old friend. i’ll come again.
and now, after the whole homework to put the fotos online, after a wounderfüll day, i enjoy a “zwergen bräu” from the bottle and let the day get over.
Am 3. März 2009 um 04:35 Uhr
sigh.. this looks so different now. so dark and lonesome, yet beautiful. soon it will be all sunny again providing warm sand for our feet and the boule balls
Am 6. März 2009 um 01:25 Uhr
@marian:
nature rulez. we can only try to make the best of it. and most of the times it was quite easy